Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in adykelookin4luv's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 3rd, 2009
9:06 am	Well its certainly been a long time Wow its been so long since i have written in my journal well lets see update. I had my son on May 27th 2007 he's almost two I am no longer with my girlfriend yeah the same one I talked about in previous entries. I have moved from minnesota to arizona and im lovin it the sunshine is beautiful. Things havent always been the best the past couple of years have been really hard for me ive been strugglin but im slowly makin it. There is to much stuff to right about in one entry so ill slowly keep writing. Peace love and chicken grease. Oh yeah ive really gotten into the twilight series. I watch the movie everyday and read the book like 3 times im reading new moon right now and cant wait for the movie in november its gonna be great. Laters Current Mood: creative Current Music: Bella's Lullaby (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 4th, 2007
12:33 pm	Wowsers Whooo man it has been a long time since I have been on here it has been over a year. Well lets see I broke with my girlfriend last may but we are still friends we decided that well I decided that we would be better friends but we have come a long way and we are still friends. I hung out with my Best friend the other day we went to go see the movie the messengers man that movie was scary it was really good I screamed the entire time but it was fun it was the first time I have hung out with him in like year thats a long ass time huh yeah well Im happy. i also seen my souls sister the other day to I was really happy to see her I havent seen her in so fuckin long. Oh yeah Im pregnant now yup Im havin a baby. Im 6 months and cant wait to drop this load Im scared but excited at the same time my mom is really excited to people have got stuff for me already and stuff and my other friend is coming to pick me up on wednesday and we are goin to hang out and he is goin to buy the baby stuff its gonna be fun to pick shit out yay my first baby shopping experience. But that is all for now I will try to write more its not like anybody really reads my shit so whatever. Current Mood: content Current Music: Marques Houston- Sex Wit You (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
12:43 pm	So man a lot of stuff has been happenin since the last time I wrote in here and I really dont know where to begin to tell you all. Okay so me and my girlfriend broke up for a couple of days but she really cant stay without me for to long so she always comes back to me. Alot of my friends say that I can do better without her and I can but when you are in love you are in love and really dont want nobody else but the person you wit. You dont really look at other people like that you is kinda stuck on the one person you is with. My best friend hates her they really dont get along and they always look at each other with just pure dislike. I dont like that at all I just really wish that they could get along with each other. My girlfriend is always like why do you hang out with that lame and I am constantly reminding her that that is my best friend whether she likes it or not. She has been and will always be until the end. Somtimes I get sick and tired of her like she purposely annoys me for no reason. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
11:22 pm	Im buggin Man I am really buggin right now.I haent seen my girlfriend in five days. That is some crazy shit. I usually see her everyday or every other day. But I have been up in Coon Rapids for the past five days. I've been at my "moms" house. I am stayin till Saturday. But I do have good news. She is comin to see me tomorrow. I am so excited. Man I am so in love with her. It kills me when I cant see her. I miss her so much. But that will all change tomorrow. YAY. I havent felt this way about anyone in a long ass time. It has been about a year since I have felt this way. Man my day was so boring. This morning my mom took me to McDonalds for breakfast. Then after that we came back home. Then I watched Napoleon Dynamite. Then after that it was just blah blah blah. But I will write more tomorrow. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Marques Houston-Naked (rmx) (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
2:19 pm	Womyn My girlfriend is crazy. I love her to death but sometimes she jokes around alot. I don't know if she is playin games or if whe really want to be wit me. Everytime she is around me she is always talkin about my friend Angelique. She say she just be playin but yesterday she did it non stop. And she even flirted with her in my face. It kinda pissed me off and I almost started cryin. Then she was mad to and she kinda took it out on me but not really. Then she had the nerve to talk to her ex girlfriend on the phone in front of me. She was callin her baby and everything. Then she said on her love list she put me first. then five minutes later she said she don't know where she would put her ex. Like first second blah blah blah. I walked out on her. She didnt even really spend time with me last night either. She was either on her phone or she kept talkin to other people. And when she was with me she kept sayin shit about Angelique. Then there is this song by Keysha Cole called I should Have Cheated. The way she sang it was I already cheated . Then she is always tellin me about how she bouts to get these girls numbers and shit. I love this girl to death. I am even gettin her nick name on me. I dont know if I am goin to anymore. I am gonna have to have a serious talk with her about how I feel bout the shit she do. I know she love me and everything but it kinda pisses me off when she plays like that. I really love her to death. Man this girl is my world. She is my everyhting. I want to be with this girl for a long time. Everytime I think of not bein with this girl my heart hurts. Well she is istant messagin me now So I will write more later. Current Mood: curious Current Music: I just want it to be over (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
4:29 pm	Ordinary Day Well Today not much happened. I came up to district to see my girl. I love her so much. I haven't talked to my best friend today at all. I don't know if he will come up to district today or not. Well I will try and write more tomorrow. trina Current Mood: content Current Music: Incubus- Warning (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
11:42 am	wow it's been awhile Well hello. Man it's been awhile I just wanted to come on here and say hello again. Well alot has happened since last year. I cant even write about it right now. Maybe when I have more time. I have a girlfriend her name is Bridgette. She is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. My best friend Missy(Julian) just broke with his boyfriend. I'm starting school in November. Well I'll write more later. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Ray J-One Wish (Comment on this)
Friday, October 1st, 2004
12:45 pm	Serial Rapist Hey people I just wanted to come back on and tell you guys that there is a serial rapist in the minneapolis mn area that is targeting african american MTF transgender people. They have shot 2 people. One is unidentified and the other one is a close friend. We dont know much but here is a brief description for those who live in the minneapolis area. They drive an suv there is more than one involved they have shot 2 people and possibly killed one of them they do not wait to be approached and those who prostititute are at great risk. They tend to be around the downtown loring park are. Although that is where they usually are they do move around. One of my friends told me to come on here and tell you guys. Her work place is very concerned about this situation. If you know any information or would like more information please call her at her work place. She works at a place called District 202. The number is 612-871-5559. Her name is Trina. Please You guys be careful especially transgendered people. It's not just happening here it's happening everywhere so please please please be careful. Current Mood: enraged (Comment on this)
12:27 pm	It didnt work out Hey you guys well the love of my life didnt work out her ex came back into the picture and I was history. But there is this other person that I am infatuated with. He is married and there is chemistry between us. One of my good friends even said so himself. He said that when he walked in the room he just stood there and he said that all he felt between us was chemistry. And it's odd because we were both on opposite ends of the room. I know alot of people are like but he's married. He is transgender FTM but considers himself queer. We work at the same place and see each other everyday. I know that a lot of people are like but he's married. Im not saying that I have done anything with him I just really like him. He is down to earth and nice. He is just like me in a lot of ways besides the fact that he is transgender but I dont care. Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
1:18 pm	The Love of my life Well I finally told the girl that I am in love with how I felt about her. I wrote her a note cause I was to shy to tell her to her face. But she came to me and talked to me about the note and she said she liked it and that is was sweet. Then on tuesday we hung out and she asked me to spend the night at her apartment. We had so much fun hanging out. Her brother also stays with her. So we were all goofin off. Then we went grocery shopping at like 1 in the morning. Then we came back and got ready for bed but then we ended up talkin to like 5 in the morning. Getting to know each other better. Then yesterday we slept til about 1 and then we hung out at her house and just goofed off all day watching the olympics. The atmosphere was just so comfortable I felt like I lived with them. It was just so awesome. There is more to tell I am just to excited to write more. (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
5:25 pm	I think I found her...... I think I found her. The love of my life that is. She is perfect to me in everyway including her flaws. She is such a beautiful person.Her eyes her smile her lips her hair her body her personality her sense of humor. I truly believe she is the one for me. I am in love with this woman. She has stolen my heart and captured it in her hands.She is awesome in everyway. There is nothing she could do that I could not love. I do believe that she was made just for me. Evryone has that one person that is just for them. I believe she is mine. I have not met anyone who has stolen my heart like she has. (Comment on this)
Friday, July 9th, 2004
12:08 pm	bored Hey everyone. Just writin. I am so bored. I took the light rail today for the first time and it wasn't all that bad. It is faster than the buses. Well I gotta go but I will write more later. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
7:21 pm	Hi everyone this is my first time on here and I just wanted to say hello. Feel free to email me or respond to my journal at anytime. So let's see what's been goin on today. Well A friend of mine took me out to Applebees which was really nice and then we went to gameworks for those of you who don't know what that is it is a arcade, bowling alley, bar, and restaurant. Then we went to the Mall of America. We went shopping for his partners birthday. Right now there really isn't alot to write about. Pretty boring day if you ask me. Well I'm gettin ready to go so I will write tomorrow. Ciao (Comment on this)